[Continuing the theme of my Epic Fantasy, ‘The
Daighacaer’ (“Day-gar-care”); Extract from Book I, Escape from Mount Vilipend]
[Pronunciations: Weda’Sel (as it is spelled); Tirǽche (Tir
esh); Urus (Ooh roos); Sidhe Nnat’Llõugh (Sid nat low – a Sidhe is a castle, Nnat’Llõugh
is the Realm)
Background: Weda’Sel first met Urus during the initial
evacuation of Mount Vilipend and they very soon became close friends. Urus’s leadership skills augmented Weda’Sel’s
and the two became the de facto leaders of the group of many thousands whom they were to lead to
safety. Until the rescue of the baby
Blade Dragons and the sudden change in the weather from icy wilderness to a
warm and balmy spring, all attention had been focused on surviving. In the ensuing time, the journey became far
easier, affording people time to relax for the first time. It is during one of the rest periods that the
following extract occurs.
“Urus, where did you live, before
Vilipend?” asked Weda’Sel.
They were in the middle of a midday
meal and, at Weda’Sel’s question, Urus looked up in surprise.
“I’m an Elandran Druid,
Weda’Sel. I thought you knew?”
“No” replied Weda’Sel. “I’ve never before thought to ask anyone
about what their life was like before Vilipend because I spent so many
lifetimes there that it’s the only ‘home’ I know.”
“My home is… was, The Elandra
Woods. It was the home of my parents and
their parents before that, going back so many aeons that, like you, Weda’Sel,
until Vilipend, Elandra was the only home I knew. It’s so very sad that, besides myself, there
are now none left to continue our life and work. I wonder how our trees are coping.”
“The famed Elandra Woods? That was your home?” asked Weda’Sel.
“Elandra, yes, although I wasn’t
aware of any fame.”
Urus stood as he saw Tirǽche walking
up to join them. Weda’Sel also stood
although he still couldn’t understand why it was necessary. Urus had told him that it was the courteous
thing to do. Weda’Sel wasn’t sure about
that but he stood to avoid the look of distaste he inevitably got from Urus
when he remained seated. Weda’Sel knew
only that he preferred to avoid that look.
If he had to bob up and down all day to avoid it, he would do so. In any event, he mused, the more he got used
to it, the more it started to become natural to him.
“I was just telling Weda’Sel about
my home” said Urus to Tirǽche.
“Oh, then I’m glad that I arrived
when I did, My Love. We’ve never spoken
of it and I’d like to hear about it too.”
“It was so very beautiful. You would have loved it. So very unlike the stark terrain we travelled
through previously and even very different from these plains. Our woods embody all the beauty of
Faeré. I do hope they recovered after
the grolls’ rampage through them. Trees
are resilient beings and I know that they would have organised themselves as
best as they could.”
“Did you live within woods, Urus?”
asked Tirǽche.
“Oh, I’m sorry, My Love, You weren’t
here when I started telling Weda’Sel. I
lived in the Elandra Woods.”
“Elandra Woods? The famed Elandra Woods?” asked Tirǽche in
awe.
Urus laughed as Weda’Sel raised his
eyes to the sky and then looked away to hide a smile. He couldn’t have said why but he was pleased
that Tirǽche had reacted to the mention of The Elandra Woods just as he
had.
“Yes. I’m an Elandran Druid. It’s strange.
Weda’Sel also spoke of the Woods’ fame.
What is there about Elandra Woods that makes them so well-known?”
“Nothing at all except for the fact
that there are no woods more beautiful in the whole of Faeré; that the woods
were very selective about whom they welcomed; that they immediately knew if one
was of The Darke or of The Lighte; and that visitors were treated according to
that knowledge. I think that’s enough to
bring fame to an area, don’t you?”
Urus nodded. “Quite enough, My Love, although I’m fairly
certain that our trees would think there was nothing out of the ordinary in
their behaviour. All trees everywhere
live by a long-established cipher which commands and directs the actions they
take. What may have been different for
our trees in Elandra is the care they received from us. My people tended and assisted the trees in
every way we could.”
“The only woods I know are the ones
near Sidhe Nnat’Llõugh but they were monstrous and overgrown so we never went
close enough to them to truly see them or get to know them” chuckled Tirǽche.
“Oh, I’m so very sorry. Elandra is very different from that. Something terrible must have happened to your
trees to make them behave that way. It
is definitely not the normal way of trees, but I suppose I’m basing my
assumption on the only woods I’ve really ever known. In Elandra, each tree lives in its own
appointed place, with smaller plants and flowers sheltering under its
branches. All the plant and animal
life-forces in the woods respect one another’s home.” Urus gazed into nowhere as his mind took him
back and he remembered.
“My people lived deep in the heart
of Elandra in a slightly less populated area.
The trees knew we needed our own space and they respected our needs by
stopping their young from setting their roots down too near to our homes. We, in turn, took care to respect their needs
as well. I suppose that the affinity
which we built up over the many lifetimes we’ve been living together could have
been a little unnerving to outsiders, which is probably one of the reasons why
you both say Elandra is famous.”
Urus had unconsciously withdrawn
from both Tirǽche and Weda’Sel and the faraway look in his eyes as he described
his home left both of them feeling a little like outsiders.
“Why do you think Elandra is so
different from other woods, Urus?” asked Weda’Sel quietly so as not to disturb
Urus’s reverie.
“I can only compare Elandra with
some of the woods we’ve passed by since we left Vilipend. In Elandra, we never had any fallen trees
causing obstacles. In fact, Elandran
trees were never even scraggly or unsightly in any way. Let me qualify that, we never found them to be in the least bit unsightly, much like
parents often see nothing wrong in their offspring.” Urus smiled as his attention was caught by a
mother trying in vain to get her three children to stop running off in all
directions.
“There were no broken branches or
twigs littering their home, and no unnecessary top-heavy overgrowth to block
out the daylight. That sounds a bit
bizarre I know, but it’s quite simple really.
When a tree began to comprehend that its Falling Time was imminent, the
elders of our people would gather together with the rest of the tree’s family
and stay with the Falling Tree until it finally succumbed and fell to its rest
on the soil which was prepared for it.
This sometimes took many days or even weeks in some cases, because
trees’ lifetimes are different from ours.
The last Falling which I attended was for a tree which was thousands of
years old and that wasn’t even the oldest of the trees in Elandra. There are many more of far greater age than
that.”
“Is that what you call it when a
tree dies? A Falling?” asked
Tirǽche.
“Yes. Much as we refer to the passing away of our
own souls as our Transition. Trees have
A Falling. Their essence joins that of
their ancestor trees and their mortal bodies decay to form the food for other
trees. I’ve always been intrigued by the
very efficiency of the cycle of a tree’s life.”
“What happens when a tree Falls,
Urus?” asked Tirǽche.
“I can only tell you about our trees
in Elandra. As I said, we would join the
family for The Wait of the tree who was Falling. During The Wait, that time it took to
complete The Falling, we would eat nothing and drank only what was offered to
us by the Falling tree’s family. In this
way we stayed in direct communion with the one about to Fall. It was a small sacrifice really when saying
goodbye to a close friend. The Falling
tree’s family would mourn The Falling Tree by gently moving their leaves and
branches in perfect harmony. Oh, if only
you could have heard their song. The
poignant beauty of it will remain etched in my memory always.”
“How wonderful” exclaimed Tirǽche
and Weda’Sel in unison. The trio smiled
at one another.
“You must miss your home so much
more now that you’ve seen other woods, Urus” said Weda’Sel.
“I’ve found it difficult,
Weda’Sel. My last memory of Elandra
keeps overshadowing my more pleasant memories but I’m working on that. I love Elandra and if I am ever in a position
go back…”
“My Love, what was your last memory
of Elandra before you were captured?
Were you in the Wood at the time” asked Tirǽche softly. “I wasn’t at home when I was captured so when
I want to think pleasant thoughts, I remember Sidhe Nnat’Llõugh and I feel the
warmth of my happy memories flowing through me.”
“I was attending that particularly
ancient tree’s Falling. Actually we were
performing our last service to the fallen Ancient before starting on our way
home, feeling both drained and elated at the same time, as we always did. Tree Fallings do that to you. We had just moved the final handful of soil
from beneath The Fallen to allow it to rest within the earth, and our hands
were aching and blistered from moving the earth. We never use anything but that with which we
were brought into our own life when setting another life’s body back into its
original home. All of a sudden, our family of trees rose as one and stood
rigid. The trees furthest from us were
sending an imperative and persistent distress cry. Something or someone of The Darke was
entering our Wood uninvited.”
“There is something which you will
need to be aware of for you to appreciate the horror of what happened
next. One of the best and worst aspects
of the intertwined lives of Elandran Druids and our Trees is that we shared one
another’s lives in a peculiarly symbiotic manner. We intuitively knew and shared one another’s
joys yet we also lived one another’s pain, both emotional and physical. Our first awareness of the raid was when I
felt an intense pain slice through me as a groll struck at a tree which was in
its way. Slice after slice of pain
ripped through me, and then through all of us who were assembled at The
Falling. We knew that our clan’s only
hope of survival was to regroup with those left at home, and we half ran, half
stumbled our way back to our clearing as quickly as we could.
“Our trees tried their best to hold
back the grolls to protect us but the grolls knew what the trees were doing and
intensified their wanton butchery, shrieking in what I first thought was their
anger but since being in Vilipend, I know to be their screeches of victory and
delight, each time one of our trees fell.
On and on they attacked in increasing waves until the communal pain of
our trees was so great that not even the strongest or bravest of them could
summon the force to protect itself; let alone those of us who were ambulant and
were able to move away. Our own
empathetic pain was intense but not nearly as bad as that of our beloved
trees.”
Urus’s eyes were blank and unseeing
as his mind retraced the horror of that time.
Tirǽche and Weda’Sel knew that Urus was struggling with his memory of
that time and that he needed to be alone with his thoughts. They also knew that if they moved, Urus would
notice and his mind would return to the present. They held their breath and waited for Urus to
continue.
“As we reached our clearing, each
Druid grabbed what few weapons were at hand and we ran as fast as we
could. As our women and children
struggled to keep up, each man, as with one thought, picked up his wife and
children and even as encumbered as we were, ran faster than the grolls could
approach; or so we thought! As we ran
from the advancing grolls behind us, the trees in all directions started crying
their warnings. Elandra was completely
surrounded! Grolls had breached the
perimeter of Elandra on all sides simultaneously. There was absolutely nowhere for us to flee.”
“Our impossible situation must have
struck us all at the same time, because everyone, in unison, stopped and moved
in and around to surround the children as well as my family and me. The men and women, as if in a single mind,
set their children down next to my family, embraced each child lovingly, and
then they formed a circlet guard around us, many, many people deep. What surprised me was that their overriding
emotion was not one of fear as I would have expected but of a deep, pulsating
fury.”
“I tried to push through to get out
in front with the rest of the people but time and again they thrust me
back. Eventually one of the guards said
sharply “Urus, you are not to join us!
We will not tolerate it. You are
our Head, Urus. If you fall, we are all
lost. To the death we are sworn to
protect you and to the death we will
protect you and all our families to the very last man.”
Weda’Sel looked at Urus in surprise
- gentle, unassuming Urus. “You were
their Head, Urus? That means that it’s
you! You are the legendary King of
Elandra. You are Urus Elandra! I have heard much of your bravery and honour
in peacetime as well as in battle.”
Urus looked from Tirǽche to Weda’Sel
as if he saw them for the first time. He
then shook his head sadly. “No Head
avoids danger to save himself. Neither
does a true King. Whatever I achieved in
my life up to that moment was washed away as soil in a rainstorm. I was their King and as man after man and
tree upon tree laid down his life, I had no means to assist them to protect
themselves.”
My choice of poem for the beauty which was Elandra is:
PENDULUM
The late autumn days
Wheezed into whispers of wintery wisps
Transforming temperate breezes
Into sodden pain-numbing
Shivering sensitive sentences
Inhaling
Exhaling
In Circadian Sidereal time
As
Predictable
As
A
Pendulum
Pulse
Thank you so much Felicity for sharing this excerpt! Very archetypal and powerful images of trees among the dialogue. The photograph is beyond beautiful.
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